S I N G L E

hye peeps~! . .g0d i miss u all s0 much! . . . . as u can see . . .  aku dh lama x update bl0g aku bc0z brapa bulan nihh busy ngn scho0ling n studying n exams . . .so ari nih exam dh abis . .so aku wt cuti sndiri esk . .wooh00 ^_^ . . esk kuar ngn mmber . .  .rinduuu oooooo . . . apapun . .ada st0ry2 nih nk crita . . .

May 1st, aku kapel ngn Capital H kedua kali . . auww~ . . seriouusss aku syangg kt dia gilerr2 mia . . . nnti mlm2 msti dia call aku . . .  kami ckap2 for few h0urs n so on .  .f0r me . . . he's the sweetest pers0n i've ever kn0wn~! . . <3 .  . paling aku suka b0ut dia . . .suara diaa sweettt gilerrrrr siak~! . .  .mmang bleyh terg0da dgar suara diaa . . . . hahaha . . but sayangnya, dia jauhh . . . .dia stay seremban . . so mcm l0ng-distance relationship arhh ngn diaa . . .but serious . . . .aku x kisah jauh ka apa . . as l0ng i have s0meone tht care f0r me . . . aku dh bersyukur dhhh . . . . then tiba2 ja . . . kami x seberapa contact each other . . so im like . .WTF ? . is he ok ? . . .w0rried k0wtt . . .

thenn . . . malangnya, satu hari tu, dia ada twitter . .dia bru wt . .  .then sj nk tg0k .  bru nk FOLLOW . . then nmpk dia dok BerTweet ngn pmpuan mna ntahhhh . . . . i miss u baby ucuk syang smua adaaa larhhhh . . . . so mmang sakit atii gilaaaa . . .  . then aritu dia ada call . .aku tny dia . . . .dia nih btul kaa x curang ngn aku ? . .then dia juz ckap . . "trust me syang . . my answer is no .  .i syg u with my wh0le life" .  . :') .  . .but dia T I P U  . .  .aku x bgitau dia aku ada twitter . .  . .aku x mau dia tau . .  .. biar je . . then smlm .  . . aku bkak pr0file dia . .in a relationship ngn sapa ntahh . . .  DP facebo0k dia p0wnn boh pic pmpuan tu . .  .sapa x marah der!?!?! . . . mmang skrg aku rsa sakit ati gilerr . . .. bkan dia nk gtau dia break ngn aku secara el0k ka apa . . nih x . . . lngsung x c0ntact . .call p0wn x . .txt lg larh x . .  .

aku terlalu syang kt dia . . so when he did tht . .  . sakitt d0eee . . eventh0ugh kami x pnah jmp but still . . . :( . . s0 skrg aku kna cuba lupakan dia . . . s0rry to say . . . aku x kn bgi dia peluang ke-3 . . no m0re . dua kali dhh kna curang . .so no m0re . . . . .i juz cant take it . .  . better aku SINGLE jaa . . lebih selamat . . . pmpuan klau sakit ati . . . the scar on the heart . . .  lasts f0rever . .  . so . . . go0dbye f0r him . .  h0pe berkekalan ngn pmpuan tu ek . . aku tumpang gembira . . :')

Happy Mother's Day :')

Hello pe0ple . . . I miss you pe0ple so damn much . . .  ^_^ . . . well t0day, i heard its Mother's Day t0day . . . Unf0rtunately, i d0nt have a Mother to wish f0r . . so i w0uld like to tell you a little st0ry ab0ut my unlucky life . . . n WHY is n0thing special b0ut mother's day f0r me . . . h0pe u guys understands deeply . . . so enj0y =')

When i was 6 years old , i remembered there's s0mething called MOTHER ar0und me. Then she juz left us f0r the past 10 years. Juz like tht with0ut any sad feeling living her children behind. My dad wh0's the one picks me n my sister h0me fr0m scho0l, feed us, washing our cl0thes n a l0t m0re he's d0ne t0 us f0r 10 years. Dad is always f0r us and im always saddened in hate the w0rd MOTHER since.

Last year, I planned to pay a visit to KL n meet my m0ther who i've never met f0r 10 years . . . My dad did n0t stop me f0r go0d reason n God bless him . . . n0w i kn0w why he did tht . . . =) . . so i was very exciting to meet her . . . But, when i met her, my MOTHER wants me to call he Auntie if any of her friends asked b0ut who am i  . . . bc0z she t0ld every0ne tht she married once and had one child . . . which is her step-son  . . and im like . . the neighb0ur's daughter . . h0w pleasant it was . . . being the NEIGHB0UR'S DAUGHTER n n0t her 0wn daughter. . I was shattered , and felt l0st in w0nder n REGRETTED meeting her . .  .she never changed . . she's still the OLD her craze f0r m0ney n fame n never liked my sister n me.

so what is so go0d ab0ut mother's day f0r me? . . =_= i d0nt have a m0m. . i came fr0m the sky i guess. . . i rather came fr0m the sky than fr0m my m0m wh0 never treated me as her own daughter. . .

so, what im trying to say here . . . to all my bel0ved friends wh0 have b0th of them . . . Please do L0VE them m0re than anything. . . U guys are very2 LUCKY to have a MOTHER that always be with you thr0ugh thick&thin . . . as myself, this is my life . . . and i juz have to m0ve on . . . and i always think that everyone is my MOTHER . . . I do need m0ther's l0ve s0metimes . . . but Alhamdulilah i have s0me makcik2 wh0 is like a MOTHER to me . . and im s0 grateful b0ut it . . . =') . . . and if u d0nt mind . . Please wish ur m0m a Happy Mother's Day on my behalf =')

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY everyone . . . go n kiss them on the cheeck n hug them tightly and say thanks to her f0r being a GREAT mother to you. :')