hye peeps~! . .g0d i miss u all s0 much! . . . . as u can see . . . aku dh lama x update bl0g aku bc0z brapa bulan nihh busy ngn scho0ling n studying n exams . . .so ari nih exam dh abis . .so aku wt cuti sndiri esk . .wooh00 ^_^ . . esk kuar ngn mmber . . .rinduuu oooooo . . . apapun . .ada st0ry2 nih nk crita . . .
May 1st, aku kapel ngn Capital H kedua kali . . auww~ . . seriouusss aku syangg kt dia gilerr2 mia . . . nnti mlm2 msti dia call aku . . . kami ckap2 for few h0urs n so on . .f0r me . . . he's the sweetest pers0n i've ever kn0wn~! . . <3 . . paling aku suka b0ut dia . . .suara diaa sweettt gilerrrrr siak~! . . .mmang bleyh terg0da dgar suara diaa . . . . hahaha . . but sayangnya, dia jauhh . . . .dia stay seremban . . so mcm l0ng-distance relationship arhh ngn diaa . . .but serious . . . .aku x kisah jauh ka apa . . as l0ng i have s0meone tht care f0r me . . . aku dh bersyukur dhhh . . . . then tiba2 ja . . . kami x seberapa contact each other . . so im like . .WTF ? . is he ok ? . . .w0rried k0wtt . . .
thenn . . . malangnya, satu hari tu, dia ada twitter . .dia bru wt . . .then sj nk tg0k . bru nk FOLLOW . . then nmpk dia dok BerTweet ngn pmpuan mna ntahhhh . . . . i miss u baby ucuk syang smua adaaa larhhhh . . . . so mmang sakit atii gilaaaa . . . . then aritu dia ada call . .aku tny dia . . . .dia nih btul kaa x curang ngn aku ? . .then dia juz ckap . . "trust me syang . . my answer is no . .i syg u with my wh0le life" . . :') . . .but dia T I P U . . .aku x bgitau dia aku ada twitter . . . .aku x mau dia tau . . .. biar je . . then smlm . . . aku bkak pr0file dia . .in a relationship ngn sapa ntahh . . . DP facebo0k dia p0wnn boh pic pmpuan tu . . .sapa x marah der!?!?! . . . mmang skrg aku rsa sakit ati gilerr . . .. bkan dia nk gtau dia break ngn aku secara el0k ka apa . . nih x . . . lngsung x c0ntact . .call p0wn x . .txt lg larh x . . .
aku terlalu syang kt dia . . so when he did tht . . . sakitt d0eee . . eventh0ugh kami x pnah jmp but still . . . :( . . s0 skrg aku kna cuba lupakan dia . . . s0rry to say . . . aku x kn bgi dia peluang ke-3 . . no m0re . dua kali dhh kna curang . .so no m0re . . . . .i juz cant take it . . . better aku SINGLE jaa . . lebih selamat . . . pmpuan klau sakit ati . . . the scar on the heart . . . lasts f0rever . . . so . . . go0dbye f0r him . . h0pe berkekalan ngn pmpuan tu ek . . aku tumpang gembira . . :')
Thursday, May 24, 2012
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Happy Mother's Day :')
Hello pe0ple . . . I miss you pe0ple so damn much . . . ^_^ . . . well t0day, i heard its Mother's Day t0day . . . Unf0rtunately, i d0nt have a Mother to wish f0r . . so i w0uld like to tell you a little st0ry ab0ut my unlucky life . . . n WHY is n0thing special b0ut mother's day f0r me . . . h0pe u guys understands deeply . . . so enj0y =')
When i was 6 years old , i remembered there's s0mething called MOTHER ar0und me. Then she juz left us f0r the past 10 years. Juz like tht with0ut any sad feeling living her children behind. My dad wh0's the one picks me n my sister h0me fr0m scho0l, feed us, washing our cl0thes n a l0t m0re he's d0ne t0 us f0r 10 years. Dad is always f0r us and im always saddened in hate the w0rd MOTHER since.
Last year, I planned to pay a visit to KL n meet my m0ther who i've never met f0r 10 years . . . My dad did n0t stop me f0r go0d reason n God bless him . . . n0w i kn0w why he did tht . . . =) . . so i was very exciting to meet her . . . But, when i met her, my MOTHER wants me to call he Auntie if any of her friends asked b0ut who am i . . . bc0z she t0ld every0ne tht she married once and had one child . . . which is her step-son . . and im like . . the neighb0ur's daughter . . h0w pleasant it was . . . being the NEIGHB0UR'S DAUGHTER n n0t her 0wn daughter. . I was shattered , and felt l0st in w0nder n REGRETTED meeting her . . .she never changed . . she's still the OLD her craze f0r m0ney n fame n never liked my sister n me.
so what is so go0d ab0ut mother's day f0r me? . . =_= i d0nt have a m0m. . i came fr0m the sky i guess. . . i rather came fr0m the sky than fr0m my m0m wh0 never treated me as her own daughter. . .
so, what im trying to say here . . . to all my bel0ved friends wh0 have b0th of them . . . Please do L0VE them m0re than anything. . . U guys are very2 LUCKY to have a MOTHER that always be with you thr0ugh thick&thin . . . as myself, this is my life . . . and i juz have to m0ve on . . . and i always think that everyone is my MOTHER . . . I do need m0ther's l0ve s0metimes . . . but Alhamdulilah i have s0me makcik2 wh0 is like a MOTHER to me . . and im s0 grateful b0ut it . . . =') . . . and if u d0nt mind . . Please wish ur m0m a Happy Mother's Day on my behalf =')
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY everyone . . . go n kiss them on the cheeck n hug them tightly and say thanks to her f0r being a GREAT mother to you. :')
When i was 6 years old , i remembered there's s0mething called MOTHER ar0und me. Then she juz left us f0r the past 10 years. Juz like tht with0ut any sad feeling living her children behind. My dad wh0's the one picks me n my sister h0me fr0m scho0l, feed us, washing our cl0thes n a l0t m0re he's d0ne t0 us f0r 10 years. Dad is always f0r us and im always saddened in hate the w0rd MOTHER since.
Last year, I planned to pay a visit to KL n meet my m0ther who i've never met f0r 10 years . . . My dad did n0t stop me f0r go0d reason n God bless him . . . n0w i kn0w why he did tht . . . =) . . so i was very exciting to meet her . . . But, when i met her, my MOTHER wants me to call he Auntie if any of her friends asked b0ut who am i . . . bc0z she t0ld every0ne tht she married once and had one child . . . which is her step-son . . and im like . . the neighb0ur's daughter . . h0w pleasant it was . . . being the NEIGHB0UR'S DAUGHTER n n0t her 0wn daughter. . I was shattered , and felt l0st in w0nder n REGRETTED meeting her . . .she never changed . . she's still the OLD her craze f0r m0ney n fame n never liked my sister n me.
so what is so go0d ab0ut mother's day f0r me? . . =_= i d0nt have a m0m. . i came fr0m the sky i guess. . . i rather came fr0m the sky than fr0m my m0m wh0 never treated me as her own daughter. . .
so, what im trying to say here . . . to all my bel0ved friends wh0 have b0th of them . . . Please do L0VE them m0re than anything. . . U guys are very2 LUCKY to have a MOTHER that always be with you thr0ugh thick&thin . . . as myself, this is my life . . . and i juz have to m0ve on . . . and i always think that everyone is my MOTHER . . . I do need m0ther's l0ve s0metimes . . . but Alhamdulilah i have s0me makcik2 wh0 is like a MOTHER to me . . and im s0 grateful b0ut it . . . =') . . . and if u d0nt mind . . Please wish ur m0m a Happy Mother's Day on my behalf =')
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY everyone . . . go n kiss them on the cheeck n hug them tightly and say thanks to her f0r being a GREAT mother to you. :')
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
se0rg Ibu . . . ='( !
seandainya anda tidak bertemu dengan ibu anda selama 10 tahun . . dan pada 8/12/2011 akhirnya anda dapat jumpa dengan sekian lama dia Kuala Lumpur bersama suami baru nya . . .dan pada malam itu . . ibu anda ada benda ingin bercakap dgn anda yg sangat penting . . . dan anda tidak sabar untuk mendengarknnya . . tetapi . . itu bukan benda yg anda ingin dengar dari mulut seorg ibu yg sudah 10 tahun tidak bertemu . . . tetapi . . cerita ini malangnya terjadi kepada aku . . . .
Ibu : baby . . . nnti baby pi kt spa mama kn . . tapi baby jangan sakit ati plakk mama ckp bgini . .
Saya : pe dia mama ? . .ckp jer larh . . . x sakit ati p0wn . .
Ibu : ok2 . . nnti baby pi kt spa mama . . nnti ada cust0mer mama mai . . . nnti klau diorg tny baby nih sapa kt mama . . .mama cakap baby nih ank jiran mama bleyh ? . . mama terpaksa cakap mcm tu . . pasal muka k0 mcm muka bapak k0 . .x dak muka mama lngsung . . . mama bgitau di0rg yg mama kawin skali ngn abah(bapa tiri) tu saja . . dan mama ada 5 ank . .tapi muka bby x mcm mama lngsung . . .di0rg x kn prcaya pny bby ank mama . . . so baby jangan ambik hati plak mama ckp mcm tu . . . =) [dia bleyh snyum lg tgk muka aku]
Saya : erk ? . . . l0rhhh .. .. x kn muka bby lngsung x sama ngn muka mama k0wt ?? . . .
Ibu : x lngsung . . . muka k0 mcm bapak k0 sungguh . . .bleyh kn ?
Saya : emmm . . kcik ati bby mama wt mcm tu . . .
Ibu : hahaha . .. jgn kcik ati . . . nnti baby pnggil mama AUNTIE MURNI . .jgn pnggil mama tau . . . x pe kn ?
Saya : emm . . .ok larh . .x pe =') !
tgk tu . . .se0rg ibu yg snggup buat mcm tu . . .dh 10 taun x penah jmp dia . . .tiba2 dia ckp mcm tu . . .adakah ini ibu yg s0lehah ? . . . snggup anggap ank kandung dia sndiri ank jiran rumah sebelah ????? . . . aku memang MENYESAL gi KL selama 4 jam setengah dlm bas juz to see my 0wn mother . . n dia wt mcm nih . . . masa dia ckp mcm nih . . .hati aku mmang trus rasa x dak kasih sayang se0rg ibu LANGSUNG ! . . buang masa aku ja duduk dgn dia . .. aku d0k penang ngn bapak aku lg bgus ! . . . yg bangga untuk bgitau kt org yg FARSHA FARAH itu adalah ank dia . . . but mak aku ? . . . . bila dia kuar dari bilik . . mmang aku menangis arhh . . nk dkt satu baldi penuh ngn air mata aku . . . mak sndiri ? . . wt mcm tu ? . . .dh bertaun taun x jmp .. . aku ingat nnti dia nk intr0duce aku nih ank dia . . . tapi x . .aku ank jiran rumah sebelah dia . . then sapa branak kn aku ? . . .bkn mama ka ? . . . . aku janji kt diri aku . . .AKU TIDAK AKAN PI JMP MAK AKU UTK SELAMA LAMANYA . . . wt pe aku pi ? . . . kna pnggil dia auntie murni plak ? . . .sapa mak aku d0e ? . .c0nfuse giler k0wt . . . so mama . eh silap . .Auntie Murni . . sori ek . . .saya x kn pi rumah auntie murni dh tau . .buang masa saya jer auntie . .baik auntie jaga el0k2 ank angkat auntie tu ek . . .bkn sedarah tu yg auntie sayang lebih kn ? . . . ok . .fine . . .kita tgk nnti apa jadi kat ANAK ksygan auntie tu ek . . .
#btw . . BABY tu nama samaran aku . . . aku srh bapak aku pnggil aku fasha . . x bleyh gak . .so pnggil jer larhh baby smpai ke tua . . ok larh tu kn . . .huhu . . .
Ibu : baby . . . nnti baby pi kt spa mama kn . . tapi baby jangan sakit ati plakk mama ckp bgini . .
Saya : pe dia mama ? . .ckp jer larh . . . x sakit ati p0wn . .
Ibu : ok2 . . nnti baby pi kt spa mama . . nnti ada cust0mer mama mai . . . nnti klau diorg tny baby nih sapa kt mama . . .mama cakap baby nih ank jiran mama bleyh ? . . mama terpaksa cakap mcm tu . . pasal muka k0 mcm muka bapak k0 . .x dak muka mama lngsung . . . mama bgitau di0rg yg mama kawin skali ngn abah(bapa tiri) tu saja . . dan mama ada 5 ank . .tapi muka bby x mcm mama lngsung . . .di0rg x kn prcaya pny bby ank mama . . . so baby jangan ambik hati plak mama ckp mcm tu . . . =) [dia bleyh snyum lg tgk muka aku]
Saya : erk ? . . . l0rhhh .. .. x kn muka bby lngsung x sama ngn muka mama k0wt ?? . . .
Ibu : x lngsung . . . muka k0 mcm bapak k0 sungguh . . .bleyh kn ?
Saya : emmm . . kcik ati bby mama wt mcm tu . . .
Ibu : hahaha . .. jgn kcik ati . . . nnti baby pnggil mama AUNTIE MURNI . .jgn pnggil mama tau . . . x pe kn ?
Saya : emm . . .ok larh . .x pe =') !
tgk tu . . .se0rg ibu yg snggup buat mcm tu . . .dh 10 taun x penah jmp dia . . .tiba2 dia ckp mcm tu . . .adakah ini ibu yg s0lehah ? . . . snggup anggap ank kandung dia sndiri ank jiran rumah sebelah ????? . . . aku memang MENYESAL gi KL selama 4 jam setengah dlm bas juz to see my 0wn mother . . n dia wt mcm nih . . . masa dia ckp mcm nih . . .hati aku mmang trus rasa x dak kasih sayang se0rg ibu LANGSUNG ! . . buang masa aku ja duduk dgn dia . .. aku d0k penang ngn bapak aku lg bgus ! . . . yg bangga untuk bgitau kt org yg FARSHA FARAH itu adalah ank dia . . . but mak aku ? . . . . bila dia kuar dari bilik . . mmang aku menangis arhh . . nk dkt satu baldi penuh ngn air mata aku . . . mak sndiri ? . . wt mcm tu ? . . .dh bertaun taun x jmp .. . aku ingat nnti dia nk intr0duce aku nih ank dia . . . tapi x . .aku ank jiran rumah sebelah dia . . then sapa branak kn aku ? . . .bkn mama ka ? . . . . aku janji kt diri aku . . .AKU TIDAK AKAN PI JMP MAK AKU UTK SELAMA LAMANYA . . . wt pe aku pi ? . . . kna pnggil dia auntie murni plak ? . . .sapa mak aku d0e ? . .c0nfuse giler k0wt . . . so mama . eh silap . .Auntie Murni . . sori ek . . .saya x kn pi rumah auntie murni dh tau . .buang masa saya jer auntie . .baik auntie jaga el0k2 ank angkat auntie tu ek . . .bkn sedarah tu yg auntie sayang lebih kn ? . . . ok . .fine . . .kita tgk nnti apa jadi kat ANAK ksygan auntie tu ek . . .
#btw . . BABY tu nama samaran aku . . . aku srh bapak aku pnggil aku fasha . . x bleyh gak . .so pnggil jer larhh baby smpai ke tua . . ok larh tu kn . . .huhu . . .
Sunday, January 1, 2012
2012 !!
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!! . . . cpat sngguh masa berlalu kn ? . . dh 2012 dh . . . . pergh~! . .sk0lah p0wn x lama lg dh . . .ayiyiyi . .nk td0q awl p0wn susah nih . .. . .mcm mna mau buat nih bha . . .susah nnti aku mau td0 awl nnti bha . . . pening kepala sdh deyh~ . . . . <-- bhasa apa aku ckp p0wn aku x tau . .hakhakhak . .whtever larhh kn . . . .apapun . . . sm0ga pnjg umur dn happy2 slalu . .. berazam larh bnda yg el0k2 for this year yaw~ . . . h0pe thiz year akn menjadi tahun yg tidak akn dilupai utk selama lamanya . . . =D . . taun nih aku berazam nk study el0k2 . . .x mau lepakkk jer 24 jam . . . sbb nnti SPM byk kuar s0alan f0rm 4 . . .so its n0t a h0neymo0n year k . . . huhu . . . dn x mau ada gad02 ngn mmber2 . . . like last year . . . alhamdulilah azam aku came true . . .x gad0 lngsung ngn kwn2 aku . . jmp kawan bru lg ada larh . . .huhuhu . . .so i h0pe thiz year w0uld be the same . . aminn~ . . . .i h0pe family aku smua ok2 thiz year . . . x dak gad02 dh . . lari2 umah dh . . . mmang gila2 gak arh last year idup aku . . pning kpala d0e . . ad0i~ . .so thiz year aku gila2 h0pe x dak pr0blem . . .juz happy g0 lucky jer this year . . .aminnnnnn2 ya rabbi alamin . . .huhu . .apapun . . HAPPY NEW YEARRRR Y'ALLZ !!! . . <3 <3 <3 !!!
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