Dia ^_^ !

Hello peepz! . . . apa habaq u allz ? . . . ari ni aq bngun pkl 12.45am ! . . . hakhak~ . . gila kn ? . . . Smlm pny SEMANGAT tido awl psl esk skolah . . . . then x tau mcm mna aq terbngun pkl 12.45am tepat2 . . . then try nk tdo balik x bleyh . . . . . haishhhh~ =_= . . . . Problem sungguh . . . Hakhak~ . . . apapun . . . . korang ingat x aku crita psl mamat yg slalu komen ZZZ tu kn ? . . . . Haa . . . . . . . aku plan nk gi KL jmp dia tau . . . Hukhhuk . . . .malu la plakk nk jmp dia . . . ^_^" ! . . But aku ngn dia member jer . . . . not more than that . . .  . . but . . . (=P) aku TERminat kt dia . .  . huhu . . . . . eh . . . aku ada reason k psl pe aku terminat kt dia . . . . . like i said. . i LIKE guys who can speak english . . . .bcoz its easy for me to communicate with them . . . aku BM aku bkn baguih ngat . . . ok2 ja . . . .
whatever it is . . . kami dh nk dkt sebulan k0wt dok txting . . . Memang non-stop txting larh . . . 24 jam txting . . . hakhak . . . dia bngun awl . . slalu dia hntr dlu...ksian dia kn tnggu aku smpai aku bngun . . . . aku bngun pkl 2 or 3 petang mcm tu bru bngun . . . huuu . . . ^_^" ! . . . dia kata aku org pertama yg dia pnah kwn yg paling muda . . . . aku kn 15 . . . . so first time dia kwn ngn org semuda tu . . . . but dia ok larhhh ngn aku . .  .Sometimes he's a bit anoyying . . . but dia memang mcm tu . . dia dh bgitau kt aku dh . . . so im ok with that . . . dia slalu pikiaq mcm mna nk bgi aku marah . .  hakhak~! . . . nothing can make me anoyyed or mad . . aku memang susah larhh . . . hakhakhak . . . . kutuk larhh aku puas2 . . maki larh puas2 . . . . . aku x ambik heran SIKIT p0wn . . . weee~! . . . buat pe nk sakit ati . .  .wt rugi jer der . . . ang lek jer . . . . manusia x pnah puas ati . . so klau ada org wt mcm tu . . .take it as a compliment . . . .
so about that guy yg aku slalu txting nih . . . . dia mnja bha . . . hakhak~! . . .Lg mnja drp aku . . .aku mnja ok2 ja . . . dia yg melebih .  . . hakhak . . . tapi besh lyn org mcm tu . . .x pnah boring . . . .aku suka pujuk org . . . memang shuke . . . .  =) . . . dia kata nanti lama2 mesti aku boring ngn dia . . . ..  NOT A CHANCE . . . . aku x pnah boring ngn org . . . aku paling susah nk boring ngn org . . . x tau psl pe .  . . memang mcm tu k0wt . . . aku nih pelik . . bkn nk perasan .  .its the TRUTH  . .  . example psl kena kutuk.....aku kna kutuk lg . . . . aku SUKA . . . siyez aku suka . . . hakhak . . . .but aku malas nk pikiaq psl bnda tu . . . nk bgi senang . . . aku nih paling susah nk ambik ati,nk sakit ati,nk boring2 ngn org. . . . no2 . . . aku x mcm tu . . . .aku SAYANG kwn aku lebih drp yg lain . . . . =) . . . aku x sombong . . x suka org kata mcm tu . .  .aku x dak sombong larh . . . x elok sombong2 . .  . huhu . . . =D
BTW, ari ni si DIA demam . . .  ='( ! . . . ksian kt dia . . . .dia x shuke mkn ubat . . . . . actually bagus larhh dia x suka . .  but kadang susah larh . . . lmbt nk sihat  .. . . but aku srh dia minum 100 plus atau air kelapa . . . klau korang dmam .  . .korang minum . . . .Insyaallah panas turun . . . .family aku mua klau demam mesti minum 100 plus atau air kelapa . . Kadang ubat dh malas nk mkn . . . . ari ni aku x txting ngn dia smpai tengah mlm arh . . . dia demam . . . panas k0wt . . . . ksian tau . . . =( . . . . tapi insyaallah dia shat secepat mungkin . . . =') . . .   oh2!!...lupa nk gtau something . . . .Smlm dia call aku . .  . hehehe~! . . but aku bod0 . . .aku x mau jwb . . . hakhak . .  .aku risau larh~! . . suara aku nih ROCK . . . . bkn aku x BERSYUKUR ngn suara aku .  . . bersyukur eh . . . . juz x brani nk ckp dlm fon ka apa ka. . . . jarang aku calling2 . .  .segannnnn . . . but aku bgitau kt dia nanti2 jer larh . . . when im ready . . aku call . . . dont worry larh . . . . so apapun, . . . aku doakan dia shat secepat mungkin . .  .risau doe~!! . . .  =( ! . . . k larh...smpai sini sj noh . . pnjg plak aku tulis . . . cepat boring plak nanti . . huhu~! . . . thnkz for reading my Bl0g ya . . . . . <3 <3 <3 !!!

!@#$%!^&~!!!! =_=" !!

hmpa tau x !!...mamat cilaka yg aku crita tu !!...dia sj wt mcm tu doe~!!....kuangjaq ke x kuangjaqq weyh~!!! . . .  . .!@#$%%^&!@~!!!!!! .  . . . . .hish~!!...aku geram doe ~!!.. . . . mana satu nk prcaya nihh ~!! .  . .dia kata dia nihh bkn social pny type . . .  .keja dia jmp member lepak ngn vespa diorg tu .  . . . dia kata dia nk tgk aku nihh siyez x ngn dia . .  . . ERGHH~!! .  . . .agk2 smpai nk wt mcm tu~!!.....aku geramm gilerr~!! .  . .rasa nk tmpq dia smpai mulut berdarah ~!!! .  . . . .grrr~!! .  . . ..

so .  . . .skrg nih .  .what should i do ???..accept him back ???...no way .  . . .i know he's trying to test me .  . .but its so fucking hurtful~!! .  . . . btw .  . .dia kata dia virgin lg . .  . .yg tu bgus larhh . .  .psl kita org islam mna bleyh bagi hilang .  .x elokkk bha . . .  . (aku V lg ek  . .  .. jgn anggap aku x plakk .  . . ='( !! ) .  . . rite now~!!..i dont know what am i suppose to do .. . . . . . maybe juz anggap him as a friend first larhh kn .  . . . x mau jatuh2 cinta smpai jmp dpn2 . .  . ishh~!!..btui weyh~!!..geram gila k0wt ~!! .  . . . .. =_= !!!! .  . . . . pagi2 aku dh maki dh . . .  . .x elok tau .  . .waaa~!! .  . . .ok larhh.. .  .smpai sini jer ek .  . . .ceq nk tdo dluu .  . . . . esk nk gi hospital  . ..tlnga ceq belah kiri something wronggg .  . .hakahakhak .  . .dh 4 ari x dgr doe~!! .  . . .huhu..so nunytee people~!! . .  . =) !!

sakit HATI . . . ='( !

. . .  . . . . . . hmm . . . sori lama x update blog . . . . aku sedih giler doe . . . ="( ! . . . .korang tau yg mamat aku crita tu . . .  si H tu . . . .  memang bodo aku pi pcya cinta CYBER nih . . . Mmang x guna . . . puihh~! . . .  korang mua klau ada yg cinta CYBER nihh . .  .. tlg larhh berhati-hati . . .  jgn smpai sayang kt dia smpai brjmp face to face  . . . . bru bleyh .  . . . senanggg . .  .trust me larhh .  . . =(
                   
                  so let me begin the story . . .korang baca kn crita psl mamat tu .  . . aku mmang dh stat suka kt dia . .  .bkn stakat suka . . . dh ada perasaan SAYANG .  . . i thought it was all worth it . .  .but its NOT . .  . . last two days . .  . dia wc ngn aku petang . .  . aritu  .. . .dua ari x wc . .. rinduuu k0wt ! . .  . then psl tu wc petang2 .  . . so wc2 .  . . aku tny dia keja mcm mna ? .. . apa smua . .then dia kata ada party aritu  . . .besh .  . . then . . .all of a sudden .  .dia kata kt aku jgn marah psl dia nk gtau something bout the party.  . .. aku p0wn ok  . . dgr crita dia .  . . . so masa dok partying tu  . . . . member pempuan dia mabuk . . . . then dok seduce him larhh . .  ..then KONONNYA masa tu dia battery LOW larhh kn . .  . . so klau dok menggarik lebih .  . .stim larhh laki p0wn kn .  . . .so rupa-rupanya .  . .dia wt projek ngn pempuan tu  .  . . . =_= !!

               meh nk tny korang balik . . . .korang x sakit ati ka.  . . klau dh mula perasaan SAYANG nihh kt si DIA  . .  . . then tiba2 dgr dia ckp mcm tu . . . . .perghh~! . .  . . aku nih dh larhh JUAL MAHAL tau .  .so bkn senang aku nk suka kt org  .. .  . .so ibaratkn he's my first . .  .and i REGRET it ! . .  . ='( ! . . . memang menyesal!!! .  . . . .aku x akn percaya dh psl cinta CYBER nihh ~!! . . .  .memang mcm BODO !!! . . . memang sakit arhh dia wt mcm tu . .  . . aku rasa mcm memang x mau ada perasaan sayang nih lg . .  .mcm bodo ja .  . .. aku nk mnangiss masa tu  . . .tapi .  . aku x mau . . abg ipaq aku ada ckp .  . .nk menangis kt boy  . .  . x pyh .  . .membazirkn air mata jer . .  . .baik menangis utk org yg paling sygi . . iaitu family kita . .  . .simpan air mata .  .dont waste it to a USELESS people .  . .

               so aku dh x mau wc dh ngn dia . . . maybe wc larh...but juz AS A FRIEND . .  . baik aku luahkan rasa SAYANG aku kt member aku yg slalu aku texting ngn member2 aku kt fb .. aku lebih syg kt kwn2 aku . .  .eventhough bru add n baru chatting dh...aku dh syg kt korang...aku syg makhluk yg dicipta oleh ALLAH . .  . .bkn aku desperate suka kt smua org.  . . . aku juz syg as an umat islam . . . .  .diorg lagi BAGUS drp ang (si H) CILAKA~!! . .  .rugi jerr aku luahkn kt dia . .  .memang RUGI .  .! .  .=_= !! . .  . .

                oh2!!...lupa2.  . .lps dia gtau dia wt ngn pempuan tu . .. then dia kata dia sayang kt aku....siyez dia syg kt aku .  . . . nih . .  .meh ceq nk habaq mai . .  . .klau hmpa kaum Adam nihh . . . . klau korang syg kpd seseorg kaum Hawa .  . .  even u guys jauh . . . susah nk jmp . .  . .kuatkan larhh NAFSU tu bod0 ! . . . . jgn larhh bgi kt org .  ..senang2 jer bgi .  .then2...esk2 .  .bagitau .  ."eh u .  . . i aritu x dak mood kt party aritu. . then this gurl dok goda2 i  . . .i x tahan .  . .so i terbuat hubungan ngn dia .. .. but i syg u tau...siyez i syg u " . . .  <--- ayt nih . . klau jadi kt hmpa .  . . kata kt depa .  . . hope u have a GOOD life .  . . . jgn larhhh dok syg lg .  . .plse jgn....its a waste of time . .  .byk lg laki kt dunia . .  .jgn dok pikiaq dia sorang ja. .  . . . laki mcm nihh x gentleman langsung . . . eventhough dia kata dia syg kt kita . . psl pe dia wt ngn pempuan lain ? .  . .psl x dak mood ?..battery low?  . . .ang fon ka smpai bleyh battery low smua nih . .  .klau dia syg . .  .pempuan tu bogel dpan dia p0wn x akn ada nafsu naik psl dlm otak dia hny fikir kpd SEORG sahaja . . .tu baru SAYANG ! .  . . .

               ni larhh manusia skrg . . . .susah . . .terutama nk cari CINTA yg bleyh bwk smpai mati .  . .susah~!...byk cabaran yg perlu melalui . .  .dn otak korang p0wn kna pikiaq jauh tau .  . . .jgn dok ambik shorcut jaa . . . . .think carefully bfore u want to do anything u want . . .. aku x mau blogger2 yg aku sayangi sekalian . . disakiti mcm tu .  . . . juz make sure korang pikiaq btui2 dlu nah .  . . same with the guys .  . . pikiaq klau nk kapel ngn pempuan nih...dia ok ka .  .jgn tgk muka lawa ja . . .kadang muka lawa x guna jgk . . . . . so skrg zaman moden nih .  .x sama mcm dlu .  . . tgk dlu .  . . kna kawin dlu baru bleyh mcm2  . . . .susah kn ? . . .  .so u should bersyukur larhh skrg dh x mcm tu .  . .so kna pandai NILAI org . . . .choose the perfect one .  . . aku x mau member2 aku mua disakiti .  . .. aku tumpang sedih doe . .  .aku x bleyh tgk kwn2 aku da prob . . =') . . .  .

              so apapun larh...thnkz for reading my blog...mintak maaf klau ada terkasar bahasa .  . . . ingat larh...THINK. . .  .pikiaq btui2 tau . . . . . then choose a perfect one . .  . . kwn biar rmai . . . . kekasih biar seorg <-- ayt POYO jer kn  . . .ahakz . ..  . . i wish u all the best on choosing people....btw...kita bleyh bercinta ngn org dlm FACEBOOK ka...apa2 ka....but better...klau nk lagi lebihkn syg tu . .  .cuba larhh jmp face to face ek .  . ..so nilai dari situ . . . kadang dari fb nih character lain .  . .kt luar character lain ...we never know rite ?.....so better jmp .  . .then klau ok . . alhamdulilahh~ .  . .klau mcm siye jer dating ngn dia .  . . . get him/her out of ur life k .  . ..bye bloggerz...love u all . .  . =') !!!

YES or NO ? ? ? ? ? ? O.o !!

OMG3 !!  . . . erghh . . . mcm mana nk stat nihh . .  . ok2 . . .  Hyepx smua !! .  . . apa habaq? . . . hukhuk~! . . . ok2 . . tnp melengahkan masa . .  . story aku utk ari nihh .  . . smlm  . . .aku skype ngn sorang mamat nih yg berhuruf capital "H". .  (ceh~! .. berhuruf oo . .bkn bernama . .  .nama x bleyh bgitau bha . . =3 ) aku skrg suka plak laki nama diorg stat huruf H . . . . . . apapun, so dok skype2 arh nihh . .  .aku dok ambik ati arhh .  .memang kaw2 arhh .  . .. aku suka wt mcm tu . .  . ^_^
                dia CUTE !! .  . . . grrr~!! .  . .geram aku tgk dia bha . . . . siyez dia cute .  . .aku lebih suka laki cute drp hensem .  . .laki hensem mua menggarik lebih. . . ..  dia pndai main gitar . . . .  suka btui laki pndai main gitar .  . HOT kowtt~!! . tergoda tau .  . . ahakx~!. . . . then ada jgk dia srh aku wt bnda yg aku x suka .  .but nevermindd . . . . yg tu bleyh diubah . .  . . . dia ada band k0wt aku rasa .  . . . . . x sure . . . . but he's kinda talented larhh . .  . . . x skinny sgt . . . . thats good . . . .x suka laki kurus kering . .  . memang aku x suka . . . x besh klau nk hugging kan ? .  ..  (hugging jer!..jgn dok pikiaq bnda lain plakkk~!!)
                 lpstu dia ada tny . . . . . psl kapel2 nihh .  . .  aku slack tau klau ada org mintak kapel2 nihh kt aku . . . . damn~! .  . . tapi ksian kt dia larhh plak klau aku kata NO . . . lgpun, aku x cya larhh cinta muka buku  . . .or cinta skype .  .apa2 je larhh . .  .klau jmp dpn2 x pa . .  . .memang jwp dia YES larh .  .. but . . .  .x tau larhh kn . . . .haishh~! . .  i cant make a decision . .  . . =( . .  . but he's so cute!!..prangai dia p0wn cute !!.  .  . . . oh2!!..smlm dia ada wt muka cute tau!!!....memang caiq arhh tgk !!.... hukhuk . . . .
                so apapun, aku x tau apa jwp akuu .  . .memang dok pikiaq jwp p0wn dari smlm  . . . klau aku kata YES .  . . hmmm . .  nk jmp susah . . . .  dia dok KL  .  . aku tak0wt long distance relationship . . . mcm kwn aku . . . ada long distance relationship . .  . but cepat break . .  aku x mau . .  . klau bleyh aku nk dia smpai bila2 . .  . x mau lepas kan . .  . so its hard for me .  . . .btw,.  . . . dia x pnah kapel bha!!.... cute kn ? . . . .hukhuk . . . so klau aku kata yes aku larhh org pertama  dia.  . WEE~!! .  . . and dia pemalu skit . . . hakhak .  .cute kn prangai tu ? . . . (sori smua cute jerr ! .  . .siyez utk aku dia memang cute .  ..lg2 dia potong rmbut kn aritu   . . . . .perghh~!!..smart jer~!!)    dia ada bgitau gurl2 lain ingat dia nih sombong . . .kuangjaqq . .  .mata diorg something wrong k0wt !! .  . . .aku tgk dia ok jaaa .  . .. SO, , , , skrg mcm mana ek ??.... hmmm~! . . . . . . oh! . .  . Dia 18 . . . . ^_^ . .  keja dh larhh . .  ..  bagus kn laki mcm tu ? . . . dh keja dh .  .bkn senang nk cari laki bekerja nih . .  . .smua baluq liat .  . . so . . . hmmmm...x tau larhh . .  . aku kna pikiaq dlu . . . . so we'll see what happens . . . .  =) . . . .

KUTUK ~ !

Korang2 !! .  . . berita TERKINI !!! . .  . . aku kena kutuk doe !! . . . . hakhakhak .  .. smlm member aku chatting ngn aku . . . .. masa tu dh larhh aku x dak mood . .  .dok sakit perut .  ..dia kata muka aku ada kt budak anti pavilion kids . .  . . aku gi tgk arh .  . . . then aku gelak mcm org gila . .  .. .  hakhakhak . .  . . aku x kisah larhh org nk kutuk aku ka . . perli aku ka . . . MEMPERSILAKAN . .  .. dunia ini hny sementara . . . so better wt biasa jer .  . . klau dok sakit ati . . .  marah .  ..rasa nk tikam diorg smpai mampus . . baik x pyh...chill jerr . .  . . diorg kutuk .  ..kita join skali .  .. . yes . . . i like it . . . =P (ayt abg ipaq aku . . . . hakhak )
                        korang mesti ingat aku gila kn ?...bkn . . .. .aku memang hidup aku penuh dgn kutukan . .  .. . . dh x dak heran dh .  . .. . kutuk jer puas2 . .  ..  . . . mampus pi . . .  ^_^ . . .  . im still smiling!  . . . . korang pny psl larhh . .  . idup aku .  .. diorg x puas ati  . .so biarkan diorg meluahkan perasaan diorg tu .  .kita dgr n senyum . . . .. klau korang pny muka ada masuk kt mana2 jer larhh..diorg kutuk hmpa kn .  .be PROUD .  . .. bleyh jadi popular k0wt . .  . ntah2 nanti korang besar jadi artis ka apa ka . . pi saman diorg .  . .abis crita .. . . .  kita hny memerlukan .  .KESABARAN . . .  . mcm ustazah plak aku nih . .  . . tapi prangai dua kali lima ja . . . hukhuk
                       so apapun kn . .  .the best way . . . klau hmpa nih sensitive skit . .  . klau korang nmpk mcm tu .  . .juz think as it was a compliment to u .  . . mcm bodo kn nk pikiaq mcm tu . .  . diorg kutuk kita mcm gila2 .  . .. haaa. .  . . trust me .  . . .abg ipaq i sndiri bgi nasihat . .  wt bod0 jer .  . . . . . . . tgk muka diorg n SMILE . .  . . never stop SMILING people !! .  . . .

                        so naa .. . . .here's the link . . . tgk larh . .  .aku bkn nk menggedik dn bangga aku kna kutuk . . . . . juz tgk larhh manusia skrg... smua x puas ati  ..  . :)

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Cinta Muka Buku ~ . . . . (kowt? . . . aku p0wn x tau larh . . .aku memandai bagi title ja =P)

hellow people!! .  . . . ari ni aq mau ckp dlm bahasa melayu plak .  . .hakhak~! .  . . . aku nk meluahkan perasaan gila2 nih . . .  . . so kna tukaq bahasa . .  . =P . . . . ok2 . .  .here it goes . . . . . Ada sorang mamat nih . . . . . aku dlu ada masuk group nama PERSATUAN SINGLE2 SEMALAYSIA . . . .  (mcm bodo jer group tu ! . . .  .bnda yg sama jgk depa akn ckp . . . Puihh~! ) . . . . Then2, slama aku dlm group tu . .  . . .aku suka mengeLIKE tau . . .  . then ada mamat nih suka komen "zzzzz" jer tau . . . .  . memang dia x kn kata apa dh ! . . . . ayt tu jer . . . . Mula2 aku pikiaq mamat nih btui ke x ? . . .  .smcm jer kn . . . .  hakhak~! . .  . then lama2 tu . . .  .. aku add dia . . . . ALHAMDULILAH  dia approve aku . . . . hakhak . . . . but kami x pnah IM . . . . . memang x pnah larh . . .  . .
             Lpstu, (cehh~! . . . wt karangan skit . . . .bgi space kt tepi . . . hakhak ~ =P ) dia diblock dari group tu . . .  .hakhak~! . .  .ksian . . . . . .ADMIN kt group tu smpai meluat ngn perangai dia asyik komen "zzz" jer . . . mcm buang tebiat jer . .  . . then aku p0wn kna block gak dari group tu . . . . yg ni memang aku bara larh . . . pe hal aku kna BLOCK p0wn aku x tau . .  . . . haishh~! . .  . so malas nk masuk group tu balik . . .  . . mampuih pi arh . .  .ada lg group lain2 kn ? . . . . . but si mamat yg suka "zzz" tu masih x pnah chatting ngn aku lg . . .  .
            Out of the blue, dia chatting ngn aku . . . . . .memang aku terkejut arh kn!. . . . . dia x pnah ckp pa p0wn selain huruf Z dia tu . .  . . aku p0wn jawab larh . .  . . . . Then kami stat chatting mua . . . .  aku bgitau dia aku kna block mua dari group tu . . . .. bla3~! . .  . dia friendly oo . .  .x sombong p0wn . .  .

             Then lama kelamaan, we start exchanging number . . . . . lpstu kami p0wn mula larhh mcg .  . . .aku x ingat tarikh aku mula mcg ngn dia . .  .all i know is it was last week . .  . .but besh tau texting ngn dia . . . . dia memahami org. . .  . mamat lain yg aku bgi number bila mcg ngn aku mcm budak darjah 5 ! . .  .tny soalan bod0 mua ! . .  . . . so aku stat ada feeling skit arh ngn dia kn .  . .hukhuk~ . .  .SIKIT jer bha .  .. . =P . . . . . biasa larhh  . . . . aku ni x pnah kapel . .  . . . . . bcoz aku tgk character dia very different than other people. . .  . Lgp0wn, dia bleyh speaking . .  . .yg tu bgi aku tertarik menarik kau memang debom tu ! . .  . aku suka org bleyh speaking . . . . Psl aku ni bm teruk skit . .  . hakhak~! . .  . . so klau kita ckp english skit . . . . x phm plak . .  .nk xplain pi bahasa melayu nih yg payah . . .  haish ~ . .  .
     
              Whatever it is , then we share stories bout each others . . . . . life dia mcm mana . . . aku pny life mcm mana . . . . . . it was fun texting with him . .  . . . Memang tiap2 ari arhh mcg aritu . . . smpai last week on saturday . . . . . aku kuar ngn adek angkat aku ngn member aku lg sorang kn  . . .  .aku x lyn ngn diorg .  . . . .aku dok masyuk mcg ngn dia jaaa....hakhak~ . . . smpai terlanggaq org dok brjln kt QB mua . . .  =P ! . . .

               eventually, hatiku berasa begitu tertarik sehari demi sehari dgn lelaki yg ku berjumpa dia dlm muka buku ini . . .  (AMBOYH ~ ! . . .skema sungguh ayt aku ! . .  .. sori2 . . sj mau testing ok x bahasa melayu aku nih . . .  =P ) . . . . . .  but . .  . . aku x bleyh bgtau apa yg dia kata . . .  . but aku bleyh bgitau korang. . . . aku x kn ada peluang ngn dia . . .  =') . . . . . so ini sekadar aku ni mcm syok sendiri . . . .  but he accepted me as his best friend . . .  . ^_^ !!  .. . .  So im ok with that . . . its better than nothing rite ? . . . . so maybe aku pny nasib yg aku dok lalui slama nih . . .  psl klau aku suka kt someone . . .but someone tu x bleyh accept "SUKA" aku tu dgn bermcm-mcm alasan . . .  . . so im gonna stick to that NASIB smpai  . . . . . i dont know . . .FOREVER perhaps ?. . . . but apapun, x pa larh . . . . . . .maybe bkn jodoh aku k0wt . . . . maybe dia hny KWN rapat aku smpai bila2 .  . . . aminn~! . .  . . aku x kn putus asa . . .  . . MAYBE it would be different bila insyaallah nanti aku jmp dia .  . . . . . x tau larh kn . .  . .

                 Maybe psl jadi ni smua . . . . . . . psl aku muda lg k0wt . . . . . .tapi x tau larhh kn . . .  . . . cinta x berkira umur  . . . . . . . but aku x tau larh . . .  . .hukhuk . . . . . . aku ni bkn senang suka kat LAKI tau . .  .aku ni jual mahal pny org . .  . . . aku peramah . . but jual mahal .  .. . . korang chatting ja ngn aku kt fb . .  . .aku mesti jwb pny . . . .  . . .  but klau tiba2 kuar ayt "jom kita kapel " tu . .  .memang susah aku nk accept .  . . so . . . . . . ini kira first time larhh aku ada hati kt mamat yg aku x pnah jmp lagi . .  . .juz jmp dlm FACEBOOK ja . . . . so we'll see what happens in the future . .  .we cant predict it . . .  . . so we'll juz have to wait n see what happens . . .  =') . . . . .

                 Lastly, (abis perenggan dh . . .hakhak . .  . bahasa aku dh larh carca marba . . . . . but whatever larhh kn . . . karangan express feeling je bha . .  .) . . .  aku p0wn dh bersyukur dpt kwn mcm dia . . . . klau aku x dpt apa aku mau .  . . . well, x pe larhh kn  . .  . . . .but as long as we'll be friends . . .  . i think its enough . . . . .  ^_^ . . .. so thnkz larhh melayan kisah aku nih . .  . .harap2 x boring utk korang ek . . .  . dn juga aku berterima kasih kna sudi meluang kan masa utk baca story yg x seberapa besh . . . .hukhuk . .  .blog kn utk tmpt express kita pny feeling kn . .  . . ni memang aku dok mengexpress arh nih . . .  hakhak~ . . .  .so apapun, thnkz again ek u guys . .  . . . sapa yg bl0m FOLLOW kita .. . . .meh larhh FOLLOW sy ek .  ..  .sy akn follow korang balik..dont worry .  . . . i WILL FOLLOW U BACK .  . . . . . byepx ! ^_^

(=^_^=) ! !

At last ! . . I've completed my blog . . .  . well, kinda . . . . My adik angkat helped me put musics at my blog . . . . thnkz to her !! <3 ! . . . . . then i did some changes . . .  . so im kinda happy with the blog ! . . .  . hakhak ~ . . . i dont like too much stuff in it . . . . its like . . . . i dont know . . . . it feels like chaotic . . . . i like it simple . . . . its better ! . . . . . so anyway, WELCOME TO MY BLOG BLOGGERZ !! . . . . . . I've juz updated my blog . . . . so . . . . . its going to be a lot of stories to tell u guyz ! . . . . after all, my PMR is over!! . . .  . so a lot of gossip (good one =P) . . .  . and all the things i've been through . . . so bubye peepz! . . . . Dont forget to Follow before u leave . . . . . <3 ya people ! ! !

English Paper =_=" !

I'm just back from school, im gonna go back later for geography test. Just gonna spend a little time on my blog. ^_^ ! The first exam for today was English paper 1 . . There's a lot of tricky questions ! . . And believe it or not, some text were in broken English . . UNBELIEVABLE ! . . So most of us in school get confused with the questions. . . u'll be reading the text and think . . WTF r u trying to ask ??!. . . HaHa ! . . So that's paper 1 . . Paper 2 , I work hard on it trying to make the BEST essay as i can . . . Because im very bad at essays writing. . . On section A . . i spent about 40 minutes on the questions. . Thank God before i was doing Section A . . I've already done Section B and C . . because i know i'll be spending a lot of time on Section A and trying to get at least high marks for it. . . It's PMR. . . so u have to be serious of course. . . No more playing the FOOL . .  You'll REGRET it for the rest of your life !. . . . I don't want that to happen . . not just for English Test . . for all Tests ! . . the worst part is all my family and counting on me . . . so its kinda hard for myself. . . except my dad . . . He always support me no matter what HAPPENS . . he said to me in early of the year. . . "i do not want u to stress up and get all A's . . . Just do as much as u can . . . try to get at LEAST . . . a PASS . . then papa will be happy for u . . " . . . i still remember every words he said . . . LOVE U PAPA!! . . . =') ! . . . whatever it is . . .  let's juz stop rite here...hehe~!.. i have a lot of things i would like to talk u know. . . i talk a LOT !..like literally. . . . im a girl that doesn't know how to keep quiet . . . ^_^ ! . . . take care people! . . byepx ! =) !

ITS RAINING !! . . . .

ergh~... look at the weather rite now .. . . its raining . . ..  GAWD !. . . later when im doing my exam . . u cant go to sleep . . . but how am i gonna stand it .?!...ayiyiyi~!... juz imagine that u're in a bed. . . so cold  . . . . n very2 comfy . . . my god!....erghh~!!..i hate exam!! . . . when this is over . . . it will be such a relieve!! . .  . nevermind . . .time flies . . . ^_^ . .  it will be over in no time . .  ..

Panda Mau Rock

k i'll admit . . . i haven't update my blog for a very long time . . . i nearly forgot my password . .  ^_^" ! . . . its been a hectic year for me . .  .im gonna sit for PMR like another 2 hours . .  . kinda scared here. . . . but one of my good friend said to me . . "alarh . . dont need to be scared . . .juz think . . u are the greatest ! " thnk u so much! . . . n i'll try to think like that when im doing my exam later . . so pray for me people . . . finger's cross . . . byepx ! :') !

P/S : u see the title on top? . . . its cool rite ?...i keep seeing those words in FB . . . i was very blurred when i first heard . . . then now i know . . . hahaha!...